I had lunch w/ Jen and Mary for their birthdays. Maggie and Kate came too. Food tastes so good to me since I have been upset and forget to eat. I had the most delicious salmon at Stella’s. I can tell that Jeni is thinking it’s going to be bad news. I wonder what she knows from the reports that they haven’t told me. There is so much speculation and craziness in my mind that I find it hard to concentrate of the tasks around me.
Later I met my 4-Season’s friends @ the Epic Casual Dining. Earlier in the day, I thought maybe I wouldn’t go because I would have to tell them what I was worried about. I found it to be just what I needed. Great friends to rely on. Since I had a late lunch, I wasn’t very hungry. I actually only ordered green tea and it tasted very good. I have found that warm liquids are very soothing when you have something going on in your life that it so unsettling. My friends, Candi, Heidi and Kelleen were very helpful. I told them my story and they listened and empathized. I was so glad I went to dinner because I have to force myself to keep going when I’m so worried!
I had a Relief Society presidency meeting at my house @ 7:30 after a visit w/ a sister who we haven’t seen for a long time. I love talking w/ the RS sisters and one of them told about the time she had a total mastectomy. It was hard to listen to. She had survived breast cancer and that brings me hope!